MPsays, You Are My Reason.

by Mister Promo | January 30, 2016

I woke up today not thinking that this is the first day of the rest of my life, but instead, I awoke believing that this was the first day leading to the end of my life. What do we really know of the ending of time other than what is read in books or watched in films? Not too much, some of us are fearful while others are fully prepared. Some days I am ready while other days I am scared as hell.

I haven't completed nearly as much as I intend. I've only began sailing toward the horizon just last year. I pray to obtain at least nine more voyages. I'll get there. 

This can't be real.  What I'm feeling is all in my head. Mind over matter, mind over matter. I have to remember that. It's all in my head. I'm perfectly fine. Well, maybe not perfect. But I am fine. I should probably talk to someone about this other than expressing it in a blog.

Month one is over. Month two is twenty-six and a half hours away. Where will you be by then? Will you be apart of this world or will you begin to reside in another? I guess only time will tell.

There are times where I feel like giving up. Then I think of you and I remember what this is all for.
I dislike using the word can't, however, this is my only exception. I can't let go, I must hold tight to my dream, my vision, my purpose. Before this all goes away I must succeed. 

MPsays, Things We Lose Forever.

Written by Allen Mark | August 22, 2015

It is a tough thing, sometimes, to think of the past and reminisce on the thing you had. Even when it is still fresh and seems as though you can easily reconnect with it. When, in fact, you cannot. Because it is gone and will not be returning. Ever.

I feel like this sometimes. Which is one of the main reasons why this blog was created. I get to be open. Not only with myself but with others as well. I've come to accept that some things can never return to being the same. I am slowly becoming okay with that. I have come so far and have learned so much. Only to let it all go. But it must be done. For I cannot deal.

Guess you can say that I am being selfish. But aren't we all in some way?

Before I go and leave this topic alone, I will leave you with these fabulous photos which I have snapped myself. They are from a time long, long ago in May 2015 for sure.

I call this collection, "Things We Lose Forever."

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We Fall Down - Donnie McClurkin

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PS

My God assures me a place in His house just so

long as I do right by Him in this living world.

Nothing is promised to me in this world

except eternal life in the hereafter.

MPsays, God Was Not Invited.

Written by Allen Mark | August 21, 2015


How does one expect to succeed when placed in any situation or take on any challenge if one does not invite God in?

There are many times where we as, faith in God, believers believe that we can do anything on our own and without the power of God. There is also an equal amount of times where we take on these feats and fail miserably every time. Well, why do we it?

I have no idea.

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MPsays, You Have To Realize Your Worth.

Written by Mister Promo | August 11, 2015

Its morning. What is the first thing you do? Most people slap the snooze button on the alarm clock and grab a few more minutes of sleep. Then when the alarm goes off again, they're dreading the rise up and the getting out of bed part. This because sleep is enjoyed more than being awake. 

Its been said that sleep is the cousin of death. I can see that.

Once you have risen out of bed. What's the next thing you do? You drag yourself to the bathroom to washup. All the while avoiding your reflection because the image in the mirror will stare back at you. Your reflection is a judge. Your reflection can be the worst judge toward yourself mentally, physically and verbally. This may happen daily. You explore your appearance and begin to ridicule yourself. What a great start to a negative day?

There is no coming back from this. The day is already ruined. The rest of your day will consist of bad decisions, tardiness, lack of time, feeling guilt, etc.

To make yourself feel worthy, you do an enormous amount of tasks for others. But it still does not fill the void you have for feeling worthy. You have built up stress, anger, doubt and sadness. Every possible emotion one could possess that is considered to be negative you have. You read motivational blogs and quotes that have worked for others, yet you do not understand why it does not work for you. You have all of the answers but lack the ability of how to apply them to your everyday life, make each stick and work for you. Change only works for you on a yearly basis not day to day. This is --- your normal.

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Its morning. What is the first thing you do? Open your eyes and sit up just ten seconds before the alarm clock sounds. This way you show the alarm clock whose boss. Get out of bed and immediately draw back the curtains. Allow the sun to shine abruptly through your entire bedroom. Stretch to ensure your entire body is fully awake. Then report to the bathroom to prepare yourself for the entire day to come. While you are washing away the bed stains from your face, look at yourself in the mirror and trace the outline of your face reciting how beautiful you are.

Conclude from washing to then head to your closet. Dress yourself in such a fashion that represents who you expect others to view you as. Society is definitely a cruel world to reside in. One may try his/her hardest to live outside of the box but at some point that box is going to be the one place to keep you sane.

All dressed and ready to leave the house. Pose one more time in front of the full length mirror. Ladies, blow a kiss to yourself. Men, lick one finger and smooth out that eyebrow. Then leave your home with your chest out and shoulders broad. Today will consist of whatever you design it to be just by using the inspiration from within your mind. The world is truly your oyster. In fact, whatever you would like to see inside an oyster when you open one, is exactly what you will see. As long as your mind is right, you will never experience sadness, doubt, anger and (or) stress. Actually, you will be questioning what all of that even means? This is --- my normal. 

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If none of this makes any sense, then you are probably living the life of the person in the first part of this post.

If you are nodding to every word and smiling then you are probably soaring high like the person in the second part of this post.

Know your worth. If you are comfortable with it, then remain the same. However, if you are not, then make the change. NOW!

How does one make that change? 

Only you can figure that out.